Danika reviews Autobiography of a Family Photo by Jacqueline Woodson

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I recently read my first Jacqueline Woodson book, The House You Pass On the Way, and really enjoyed it. I was expecting Autobiography of a Family Photo–same author, similar size, both with queer content–to have a lot in common with that book, but this turned out to be a completely different reading experience. Autobiography of a Family Photo is arranged in very short chapters, usually between one and three pages, and the next chapter often leaps forward a year. They tackle the turmoil of a family, and the tone is pretty dark. Poverty, sexual abuse, war, and homophobia are all touched on in this slim volume.

The short scenes feel like they just offer a glimpse at what is going on. They reminded me of poetry in that there was clearly a lot to be unpacked from each scene. What seems to tie this book together is trauma, both personal and the broader trauma of growing up poor and black (and queer) in an environment that punishes you for existing. It’s how each character attempts to deal with this trauma, including self-destructive behaviour. It’s the ongoing process of survival, all while trying to come to age and build an identity.

I read this during the 24 hour readathon, and that was clearly not the best context for this book. Although it is a small book, it would benefit from reading in small doses with a lot of time for reflection. Jacqueline Woodson’s writing is evocative and sparse. This isn’t a book that I would pick up lightly. It’s bleak, and it leaves a lot to the reader to interpret and connect. If you’re willing to commit to to it, though, I think this has a lot to offer.

Rachel reviews Ash by Malinda Lo

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Anyone into lesbians living in a fantasy/medieval world should pick up this Cinderella retelling, Ash by Malinda Lo. Having read it twice, I’m very impressed with the details and the culture of this beautiful novel.

In a fantasy world, young Aisling “Ash” has lost her mother. Before she can properly grieve, her father leaves on a business trip…and returns with Ash’s new stepmother and two stepsisters. Her father takes ill soon after and dies, leaving Ash’s stepmother, Lady Isobel, in charge. Ash is uprooted from her childhood house and forced to be her stepmother’s servant. Treated badly by Isobel, Ash turns to her book of fairy tales, and soon meets a real fairy: Sidhean. As Ash grows up, she and Sidhean share an understanding, though Ash is not allowed to question him about where he lives. By the time she is eighteen, Sidhean reveals that he wants Ash to be his. Tired of being Isobel’s slave, Ash is ready to agree. But then she runs into Kaisa, the king’s new huntress, and the two become fast friends. Slowly, Ash’s feelings for Kaisa turn into a deep love. Torn between her potentially dangerous promises to Sidhean, and her love for Kaisa, Ash must make her choice about who she wants to be with.

Ash takes a whole new twist to the classic fairytale in an interesting way. There are elements of the old tale, such as the prince looking for a bride, and the evil-stepmother scenario. But it’s refreshing that Ash has no romantic interests in the prince, and instead loves the huntress.

Fairies are a very important part of the novel. Sidhean is the one we see the most, but the book provides glimpses of more. But unlike the real Cinderella story, the fairies in Ash are much darker in personality. They are known to lure humans into their circles, and to be deadly about keeping their secrets. Sidhean is one of the more lenient fairies, but even he seemed temperamental and rude at times.

The story itself is descriptive of Ash’s culture and the world she lives in. Lo clearly paints the settings around Ash: from the Wood where the fairies live, to the palace’s lavish parties. I really got to know Ash, the beliefs she grew up with, and her plight. The author even showed some examples of the fairy tales Ash grew up with, providing an even clearer idea of how important magic was to her culture. This added to the story, in my opinion.

Homosexuality in Ash is portrayed in a good light. Most people in the story expected Ash to fall in love with a man, but the ones who knew about her loving Kaisa didn’t seem unsettled or disturbed by the idea of her loving another woman at all. And one fairy tale in Ash’s book was about female/female love, so I got the impression that homosexuality was generally accepted, even if people didn’t think about it much. Ash feels no shame with Kaisa because of their gender, and vice versa. The typical agonizing questions “Why am I gay?” and “Can I change?” are not an issue in this book because the culture is so accepting. To people like Ash, there was no problem with their sexuality at all. This was quite refreshing, to get a glimpse of a more understanding world.

All in all, Ash is an enjoyable read. It’s easy to get lost in the story as you root for Ash and the choices she must make to secure her own future. A wonderfully descriptive novel, this book should be a classic; not because of its ties to Cinderella, but because of its own merits.

Link Round Up: April 20 – 26

funhomemusical   lumberjanes   blackunicorn

AfterEllen posted Broadway’s “Fun Home” is the lesbian-themed musical we’ve been waiting for.

Afterwritten posted Queer YA Scrabble: An Event in June!

Autostraddle posted The Vagaries of Love: How Poetry and Queer Movements Give Each Other Names and Drawn to Comics: Lumberjanes #13 Gives Us the Best Origin Story Ever!

justthreewords   vanished   honey-girl

Just Three Words by Melissa Brayden was reviewed at read all about queer lit.

Vanished by E.E. Cooper was reviewed at ALA GLBT Reviews.

Honey Girl by Lisa Freeman was reviewed at ALA GLBT Reviews.

LostBoi   theargonauts   hypnotizingchickens

Lost Boi by Sassafras Lowrey was reviewed at Lambda Literary.

The Argonauts by Maggie Nelson was reviewed at Lambda Literary.

Love is Enough by Cindy Rizzo was reviewed at Frivolous Views.

Hypnotizing Chickens by Julia Watts was reviewed at Lesbian Reading Room.

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Readathon Hour 19

Currently reading: Babyji by Abha Dawesar.

And how is it? SO UNCOMFORTABLE. I was so on board for this character at first and now I’m totally backpedalling. She compared herself to Humbert Humbert??

Pages read this hour: 45

Pages read in total: 675 & 1 graphic novel

Books finished: Searching for Whitopia by Rich Benjamin (the last 100 pages), Ascension by Jacqueline Koyanagi, Aya of Yop City, Autobiography of a Family Photo by Jacqueline Woodson

Food eaten: None.

Interruptions: Not much.

Anything else? I’m calling it a night. That was fun, but I’ll be happier if I draw the line here. Happy readathon!

Readathon Hours 17 & 18

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Currently reading: Babyji by Abha Dawesar.

And how is it? I like it, but I don’t know how to feel? It’s about a sixteen-year-old sleeping with older women, and I honestly don’t know how the power dynamics work. One is her servant and one is a woman she hardly knows who she actively pursued. The other woman should have turned her down, of course. I feel uncomfortable about… how… it doesn’t make me feel uncomfortable? Well, the power she has over the servant makes me more uncomfortable. I’m conflicted.

Pages read this hour: 57 & 49

Pages read in total: 630 & 1 graphic novel

Books finished: Searching for Whitopia by Rich Benjamin (the last 100 pages), Ascension by Jacqueline Koyanagi, Aya of Yop City, Autobiography of a Family Photo by Jacqueline Woodson

Food eaten: None, and I brushed my teeth, so that’s my snackathon done.

Interruptions: Not much.

Anything else? I am really getting tired. It’ll be a push to get get through one more hour. Though we’ll see if I get too invested in Babyji to put it down.

Readathon Hours 15 & 16

Currently reading: I went with Babyji!

And how is it? It is great. I didn’t realize that the main character would be so… there’s no female equivalent for a “player”. She’s really good with the ladies for being 16 is what I’m saying. Also this is all going to go terribly wrong. It’s juicy.

Pages read this hour: 16 & 64

Pages read in total: 524 & 1 graphic novel

Books finished: Searching for Whitopia by Rich Benjamin (the last 100 pages), Ascension by Jacqueline Koyanagi, Aya of Yop City, Autobiography of a Family Photo by Jacqueline Woodson

Food eaten: More chips and hummus

Interruptions: I got distracted by social media in hour 15.

Anything else? I’m not going to stay up all 24 hours. Maybe until hour 20: 1 am?

Readathon Hours 13 & 14

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Currently reading: Currently between books! Just finished Autobiography of a Family Photo

And how is it? It was good! Almost like poetry. I feel like I didn’t full appreciate it reading it so quickly. It wasn’t the quick read I was expecting in that sense.

Pages read this hour: 10 & 54

Pages read in total: 444 & 1 graphic novel

Books finished: Searching for Whitopia by Rich Benjamin (the last 100 pages), Ascension by Jacqueline Koyanagi, Aya of Yop City, Autobiography of a Family Photo by Jacqueline Woodson

Food eaten: None? Some more Dr Pepper. I overdid it with all my delicious snack options and now have to take a break.

Interruptions: I cheered all hour 13!

Anything else? Yes, that is my pillowcase. Now trying to decide what to pick up next… Babyji or The Deep… If I do Babyji that’s going to be most of the readathon, but if I finish The Deep in a couple hours I may be too tired to pick up Babyji. Hmm.

Readathon Hour 11 & 12

Currently reading: Autobiography of a Family Photo by Jacqueline Woodson

And how is it? Interesting. It’s not what I was expecting.

Pages read this hour: 92 graphic novel pages & 48

Pages read in total: 382 & 1 graphic novel

Books finished: Searching for Whitopia by Rich Benjamin (the last 100 pages), Ascension by Jacqueline Koyanagi, Aya of Yop City

Food eaten: Pasta

Interruptions: Making food, and just feeling out of it.

Anything else? I can’t believe it’s already halfway through the readathon! At the same time, I am pretty sleepy already, so that’s probably a good thing for me.

Readathon Hours 9 & 10

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Currently reading: Aya of Yop City by Marguerite Abouet and Clement Oueberie

And how is it? I’m only a little bit into it, but I’m liking it!

Pages read this hour: 37 & 27 text and 27 graphic novel

Pages read in total: 334 & 27 graphic novel pages

Books finished: Searching for Whitopia by Rich Benjamin (the last 100 pages), Ascension by Jacqueline Koyanagi

Food eaten: A vegan chocolate bar and an ice cream float. I’m not aiming for healthy this readathon.

Interruptions: My roommate’s cat being too distractingly adorable.

Anything else? I think I’m going to read a couple of short things next to get some more books under my belt. Close to the half way mark already!

Readathon Hours 7 & 8

Currently reading: Ascension by Jacqueline Koyanagi

And how is it? Pretty sure I’m going to be raving about this book for a while unless it ends terribly. This is the queer and diverse sci fi story you’ve all been waiting for! It has normalized queer representation! It has a PoC main character! It has a protagonist with a chronic illness! It has a rag-tag team of outlaws on a spaceship!

Pages read this hour: 31 & 41

Pages read in total: 296

Books finished: Searching for Whitopia by Rich Benjamin (the last 100 pages)

Food eaten: Hint of lime tortilla chips with carmelized onion hummus, which is the snack I was most looking forward and it delivered! Also, Dr Pepper. Getting into the caffeine.

Interruptions: Feeling not great, took some painkillers, but still trucking along!

Anything else? I’m loving Ascension, but I’m reading to be finishing up and tackling something new. It’s already a third through the readathon!